Maybe i'm just a rebound

Yesterday was crap. Not in the excellent mood to study. I made someone angry. Or should i say i accidentally made someone even more angry. That person is already in a bad mood, and i sort disturbed her at the wrong time. I'm very sorry about it. But should be ok la, i guess. =/

Anyway, as i continued to fiddle around in the online radio, and when i was about to sleep, i was caught up by james with some of his problems. I looked at the master bedroom door, and i thought that my dad won't be coming out of there for quite awhile, so i guess i can spend some time to hear his problems and stuff. As i was talking to him and also forrest, she suddenly come and poke me on msn. In my mind, i was like "Damn, it's already close to 1am, how come you're still online?" Anyway, before i click open the conversation, i was already expecting some like, "can you help me with this?" Yes, she always come to me with problems related with computer stuff. First was MS Office, second was file converter, third was anti-virus. All these thoughts happen within 2 seconds, oh how wonderful our brain is.

So i went on to open the conversation like what i always do. The first thing i saw was, "whr are we going for a movie?" Wow? Something new eh? It's been around 9 months since we last met, i can still remember clearly that, i sort of rejected the movie date earlier this year, due to some sporting event in SRJC, which is around Jan/Feb. Ever since that, we never contacted each other.

Ok, back to the conversation, i wasn't myself at that point of time. I mean, i don't usually talk to her with all those "hahahah" ever since then. But last night/this morning, i went on like this,

she: whr are we going for a movie?
me: hahahaha
me: it's been quite awhile eh?
she: yea, its been awhile
me: hmm, N lvls coming right?
she: yup
me: how about after N lvls? so your exams won't be affected?

Soon after that, she suddenly went offline. It's very weird, she's suppose to be attached and i shouldn't be agreeing to go out with her. Even if she treats me like a friend and she's still attached, i will not go out with her. It's too inappropriate. So while i was flipping in my blanket when i was trying to sleep, many thoughts flash through my brain.

1) Maybe she broke up?
2) Maybe she want to watch movie but no one want to watch with her?
3) Maybe she was never attached before?

Option 2 is kinda impossible, if she's attached, she would have gone out with her boyfriend to watch, why bother looking for some guy who she haven't seen for 9 months? Option 3 is also not possible. I'm like 95% sure she's attached, there's one time where her msn nick is like lovey dovey with this guy and stuff. Pretty obvious eh? Left with Option 1, or i probably left out some options.

She's online now, i don't know whether i should talk to her about the movie. Yes, i'm indecisive, it's getting irritating.

The existence of her is only known by very few people. Mainly my sista <3,>_>

Disclaimer: The female in the first paragraph is a totally different person from the 2nd paragraph onwards. So please take note.