Back from school

School was fine to me, except sometimes it's really boring. My class has only 11 people. So pathetic! Anyway, i was hanging out with ARGO 4 peeps at the canteen today. Matthew accidentally slipped out sean's secret. Well, not very secretive anymore =D Then i start to question matthew about it. Well, eventually i found out =D Matt and I was like suan-ing sean like no tommorrow. Ok lah, i'm not that bad, everyone has their own share of secrets. I won't tell anyone about sean's secret, since he doesn't want anyone to know. Don't even try asking me to tell you the secret, i'm a good secret keeper *blinks one eye*

Today, i sat in chinese class, suddenly i thought of dhoby ghaut mrt station. The structure, the escalators, the trains, the stairs and someone else. Feel like giving up, someone else already touched my heart. But, after reading the replies from "the pro", i feel so bad. Jon told me that it's something very trivial, and i'm thinking too much. Maybe he's correct, maybe i just think too much, but it's just me.

Everywhere, why dhoby ghaut mrt station. I shouldn't go there a few days ago. It just brings back memories. These memories is making me hold back in everything i want to do.


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Probably fate is trying to help me, somehow i got this feeling, or am i just paranoid? Is it all just a coincidence? Take a look at me, and the problems i faced in school. If you were me, you will probably realise that fate is either trying to help you or just trying to screw you up. Multiple blows, my self-confidence is decreased. Probably until zero for now. No wonder i didn't tell "that person" about what i feel. Start a new one? Or just remain the way it is?

I would like to start a new life, but the "responsibility" is holding me back. Maybe i think too much, maybe this "responsibility" shouldn't even be in my head. Since jon said i didn't do anything wrong.

I think i'm falling for you.