insane me

Today is a tough day, 5 periods of a-maths in the morning. That is so torturous T_T ? mr cheang went through relative velocity *headaches* Well, still understandable, but i do need to do more practice =P ok, enough of sch.

Let's talk about something that i did yesterday night, which is so insane. I was having a dilemma, whether to ask denise to go for the performance. So, out of boredness, i chatted with jonathan. I seek for his opinions and guess what he said, "go ask bah, no use wasting your energy thinking abt such stuff" Ok, sounds reasonable, but i don't have the courage to do so then.

I totally freaked out when i open the chatroom, i can't even type "arlo" to her -.- Eventually, i typed out, and no reply came. So, i closed the chatroom and continued to chat with jon. Suddenly, i thought that maybe she is in MS. So, i went in to check. Indeed, she was online, but she didn't notice me, i went to track her, and realised that she is at Ice Valley 2. I went to the map, and sat somewhere on top. However, she still didn't notice me.

Out of the corner of my eye, i saw my mum coming in, i immediately log out and went to check e-mail. Phew, my mum didn't realise i was in-game. Then, she suddenly repiled. I was like "!!!! zomgwtfbbq!?!" so, i summon all my courage and ask her whether she going. She thought for awhile, and said "ok bah, i will be there" So, i wanted to know her hp no, so that i can contact her. Here's the conversation.

me: "erm, how to contact you o_O"
denise: "u wan my phone number ar?"
me: "ok lor =X"
denise: "ok bah"
denise: "********"

That's how i got her number -.- lousy way, but indeed effective =P Anyway, after that, i logged off msn to let my mum do her work >.> i smsed her, trying to keep in contact. Here's the conversation.

me: "Hello! soul here, or should i say hong wei =) Wads ur name anyway?"
denise: "my name is denise, u can call me mir0 if you don't remember. I watching tv now, what are u doing now?"
me: "packing bag lor, tmr still got sch. Sian ar..."

After that, she never reply me -.- pathetic eh, only 3 msgs. But it was fun while it lasted >.> Today, i just got home from sch, and saw this msg from my MS sis (sal) she ask me what performance was it, and whether she need to bring pom pom. Hahaha, she is still as humorous as ever, however, i was relunctant of her going.

See, if she goes there, then some other ppl will be there, probably lq or merv. So, it will be hard for me to meet denise with them around. It is really embarrassing -.- Now, i am in a dilemma, i don't know whether to ask sal not to go, or just let her go >.> freaking irritating. With much hard work and courage, i manage to ask denise out, but now, comes another problem. When will problems ever stop looking for me? T_T

As usual, denise is still not online in the afternoon =( i can confirm that she is the type of person who only will online at night. That's bad, because i don't online at night and the communication gap between us is getting wider T_T Probably i will sms her tonight, but i will have to wait for my courage to be there again.

Problems kept coming and coming >.> but nvm, i will walk down this road and nothing is gonna stop me from achieving what i am set out to do =) i will end here for today.